Nothing's working.
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So much has happened this week, I don't even know where to begin with.
Neither would I like to for many reasons you don't have to know.
This week's been really terrible. Probably the only week where I cried so many times.
So many times I feel like a stupid, useless and foolish cry baby.
I won't mention why. You don't need to know anyway.
No one knows why to be exact. Even if they did. They'd know at most 1.
I skipped Quiet Time yesterday and now, I feel funny and unfaithful.
I know it's not an excuse but sometimes I wonder why God's like this.
I know He won't let Satan mess with my life unless He gives Satan the permission but why.
I mean why does everything hit me so suddenly. Why is it that all of it is coming at the same time.
I know He won't give me more than what I can handle but sometimes I really think it's too much for me to take.
I was so upset I didn't even say a prayer before I slept.
First time in a long time. Another first time.
This probably caused me my beautiful sleep.
I mean really.
I woke up at 5.
Who does that. Especially when it's me.
Then I went back to sleep. Woke up at 7.
Went back to sleep at 10 plus then I woke up at 1 plus, 2.
The best part is, I still felt really tired.
Funny how just 'cause I didn't pray before I slept, I didn't have a good sleep but it's true.
However, whatever it is, I still think God's amazing. I really do.
I guess He saw my sincerity in looking for a school and He indeed, gave me a school.
I love God.
Here's how it went.
Yesterday after F&N, I figured it'd be too much of a rush for me to go home before I meet Angeline for CG.
So I decided to head down to Simei first.
Though I was having a killer headache and I felt like I was about to faint any minute with a nose which tries to be a waterfall.
Apart from that,
I was a whole hour early so I decided to take a stroll around the place. (Prolly the slowest speed I've ever walked at.)
While strolling, I decided to do job hunting.
Then I digressed and I saw it :)
Yes I saw it.
I did some enquiries and was really interested.
Then, Angeline messaged me telling me I could go over to her house first.
So I called mum while walking and mum approved of it :)
So, yes :) I'll be enrolling for it.
I'm really excited. The thought of it can make me smile from ear to ear.
The best part is that, it's a new branch and they just started so I won't lose out too much.
Isn't it just so great!
God's really great don't you think so.
Never mind if you don't think so. 'Cause I think so.
Today, I went out with mams and paps after I woke up and they got me new shirts.
I guess my father knew I was fuming at mad at him for screaming at me.
They're attempt to get me female shirts failed AGAIN.
It's not that I don't wear female shirts but for Adidas, the female ones suck!
I only like the male shirts from Adidas.
So yes :)
Mother was willing to buy me suddenly. I mean she was the one that encouraged it.
Weird but true.
My favourite one cost 82 :)
Heeeeeeeee.
I AM PERSPIRING. WHY OH WHY OH WHY. Hold on. Let me go switch the air con on.
Okay maybe not.
My fourth finger just got clipped my cupboard door.
Crap. It's hurting like a cow.
The nail's dented and now everytime I use it, it feels like the top part of the nail is coming off. Crap.
And if I leave it be, then it will feel like someone just left a flame below it.
GAHHHHHHHH.
Why! WHY NOT! DO A CRAZY DANCE - I'm listening to my favourite song by Hilary Duff, Why Not.
So whatever I do to my finger, it's really uncomfortable. Crap.
YOU'LL NEVER GOT TO HEAVEN OR EVEN TO LA IF YOU DON'T BELIEVE THERE'S A WAY.
I expected this to be a short post but looks like it isn't.
Also, look at the progression of mood.
Started off as a sad kiddo and now I'm a happy kid!
HURRY UP BEFORE YOUR TAXI LEAVES! - Beyoncé Knowles' Irreplaceable.
Go with your Taxi 'cause I'm leaving too O:
I am kidding. I was just trying to be ridiculously lame.
Good luck to all those taking Os.
(You're not supposed to be reading this and if you are, get you fat ass butt off the net and go study!)
Good luck!
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
sleepy
